a girl in the world

finding beauty, pleasure and grace on the road less traveled

We’re suffering post-olympic trauma.  No more biathlons to watch during breakfast, no more curling pub nights, no more hockey ridiculousness to throw ourselves into.  I can’t believe it’s over!  The city is slowly acclimating to its old self – streets are a little cleaner, transit is far less crowded and evenings in downtown are much much quieter.  So much effort, money, preparation for 16 short days of partying and celebration.  The anticlimax of the afterglow is a bit sad.  This place feels so quiet now.

Our time in Vancouver is also drawing to a close.  Three weeks in gorgeous Kerrisdale: daily walks, evening supper cook-outs, fireside movie nights.  It has all been so so wonderful.  The days have been long, beautiful and relaxed.  Honestly, if you can find the time and the resources to give yourself a few long months of nothingness and everythingness without the responsibilities and pressures of obligation/work, please do it.  Do it, do it, do it.  When time stretches into eons, your dreams catch wind, the clouds in your head clear away and all the important things come up to surface.

Today, we took a long walk around the neighbourhood.  I’ve decided that Spring weather is the best weather for travel.  Forget August summers on the beaches.  A lunchtime Spring walk is refreshing, crisp and clean.  No sweating, no heat, no gasping for air.  We walked cherry blossom lined streets with perfect green glowing grass.  It is cherry blossom season now.  I’ve decided that this time next year, I’ll be in Japan swimming amid cherry blossoms (they’ve got the largest concentration of cherry blossoms in one place on the planet and cherry blossom season is a major holiday there).  This city is gorgeous.  Green, alive, clean, beautiful.  We’ve relied completely on public transportation to get around during the last three weeks and it has been the best.  Cars are so overrated!

Tonight, dinner in.  We’re making homemade yam and beet crisps, tuna and potato tortilla, sticky rice and peanut butter cookies.  That and a movie from iTunes and we’re set for the evening.  =)  I am so thankful for this day.  Such a wonderful blessing.

Oh.
My.
Gosh.

Having the flu sucks. I am so sick that I might even infect you as you read this post. I am THAT grossly ill, with mucus and tears and earaches and all aches and and and…. gah. I can hear out of 70% of my left ear but when I blow my nose, that number can go up or down depending on the fluids and pressures floating around in there. It feels cold when it’s warm and hot when it’s cold. It hurts to breathe, to speak, to eat. All I can muster is a drink of hot tea and even that is an ordeal.

And then a dysfunctional chat conversation with my brother…

DJ: i love the smell of fresh air and no flu
oh oops
hi sis…
how are you feeling?

me: i hate you
LIKE DEATH

DJ: oh well that’s nice i feel great too!
i might go for a run but maybe when it’s not too hot

me: i hate you
i hate you, i hate you, i hate you

DJ: i’m sooo SOO happy
cause i’m not sick
I LOVE not being sick
mmmmmmmm
life

me: go away

DJ: you smell like sick
you go away

me: go away
you smell period!

DJ: true
it takes a few weeks
but i get there

me: that’s disgusting

DJ: mmmm my smell
it’s a distinct danny
i shall bottle it

me: GROSS

I don’t expect anyone, who isn’t Canadian and who hasn’t spent time in Vancouver during the last 16 days of these games, to fully understand the feelings I’m feeling tonight about what these Olympic games have meant.  What an incredible two weeks it has been.  We are so so blessed to have had the time and the resources to be in Vancouver during this historic, once-in-a-lifetime occasion.

Canadians have, for the most part, been a pretty understated group of people.  I would consider us quite laid back, humble, down-to-earth.  With 32 million inhabitants, we equal the population of the state of California.  We comprise mostly of immigrants, from every corner of the globe (You have no idea how amazing a feeling it is to be in a train-car after a quarter-final hockey game where Canadians of Chinese, African, Indian and Middle Eastern descent together spontaneously break out singing the national anthem).  Politically our dramas don’t compare to those of our Southern neighbours and for the most part, whether the Prime Minister is conservative, liberal or independent, nothing much changes in the way the country is run.  We’re peacekeeping, peace-loving and polite.  We grew up with Polish, Italian and Iranian classmates, boy/girlfriends, teachers, neighbours.  Multiculturalism was so engrained in our upbringing that my brother and I didn’t know the meaning of racism until we left the country as teenagers.  We have the most beautiful backyard anyone could ask for, with the rocky mountains, the great plains, and western oceans all within a day’s reach.  And there isn’t much that we’ll fight over, scream about, boast loudly for, riot over except perhaps hockey.  Canadians are blessed.  And Canada is an incredible place to grow up, to call home, to be rooted to.

The last few weeks have been a testament to our strength, pride and humility as a nation.  I have never seen so many happy, cheery, positive people all gathered in one place ever in my life!  Whether we were winning the gold in speed skating, losing it for the silver in women’s curling or placing 24th in the biathlon, there seemed to be no lack of pride, celebration and joy in the faces and smiles of Canadian fans.  When Canada won over Russia during the men’s hockey quarter finals, the city went wild with celebration, dancing and fireworks in the streets.  You’d think we had won the gold!  When Sheryl Bernard lost the women’s curling gold medal to the Swedes, the hundreds of us in the pub gasped in shock, watched in silence and then all of a sudden cheered in joy for the silver medal, because hey, it’s silver and silver is nearly as good as gold! =) And such celebrations continued day-in and day-out for the entire time we’ve been here.  We celebrate over golds, we celebrate over 5th place winnings, we celebrate because we can, we celebrate for the heck of it!  The positivity is contagious.  Wearing your heart on your sleeve feels good.  Being open, happy, proud is so innately human and raw and real.  The joy joy joy that emanates from this place has the power to change you, to transform you, to lift you up.  It melts your heart.

Tonight, as Sidney Crosby ushered in our 14th gold win of the Games, I sat on the floor of my Auntie Josie’s living room surrounded with two dozen aunts, uncles and cousins enraptured with the TV screen.  Clad in Olympic gear, red shirts, white sleeves, we screamed, we gasped, we jumped for joy.  Pandemonium.  A room comprising of three generations, immigrants from the Pacific Islands cheering on a team whose sport none of us have even played, shrieking with pride and glowing with relief.  The moment could not be more Canadian.  It was so very very Canadian!  Canada is us, is this, is me, is you.  It is one nation and all nations.  It is the coming together with pride and the celebration of differences.  It is being Filipino, Italian, Croatian, Chinese AND being Canadian.  It is the cheering for first place, fourth place, twenty seventh place.  It is a nation mourning the loss of a mother, a nation celebrating the perfect ice dance, a nation cheering a team relay.  It is the always ready friendly smile, the thank you to the bus driver at every stop, the random high five on the crowded street.  It is bagpipes down Granville street, free hot chocolate in Yaletown, Tim Horton’s coffee on a rainy day.  It is the welcoming of the world.  It is this.  And it is incredible.  There is no better place in the whole wide world.

Hi, I'm Denise. I'm a writer, artist and photographer. This is where I share what I'm seeing, learning and making.


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