I welcome the fear, knowing that if I’m not feeling it, I’m in the wrong place.
~ @jenovia
Tonight, I’m antsy. I am happiness and music and possibility all rolled into one big ball of potential energy. I’m like a wound-up rubber band just waiting to let loose. It’s been a busy day. Family, friends, loves. The three things that matter most. Maybe this is why I feel so … full. Brimming with so. much. energy. I don’t know what to do with myself.
Sometimes I feel like there’s just too much. Too much world to explore, too much world to experience, too much world to run around and absorb. Such irony. This stillness, this stability of home fills my spirit with the love of all the people who matter. And with this love, I grow wings. The stillness breeds action. A constant cycle of stop and go, stop and go, stop and go.
Maybe this is how it’s supposed to be. A search not for a place of permanence, but instead the acceptance of the cycle of change.